Not really, but not happy about it. Finally have some nice weather for a few days, but then back to the cold. Yesterday was hard. It was one of those days I was looking forward to. Sit on the deck, listen to some music, have a drink and of course smoke. It's my time to chill. I know you'll say to keep busy, but I'm already busy. Exercised a few times and was out of the house running around most of the day. I've had to learn to make some time for me after taking care of others for many years. This was just my time for me. Really made me sad - does feel like a loss. Now I have mixed feeling about today's weather forecast.
Is this what NML feels like?
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