Just went grocery shopping and stood there and looked at the cigarettes. Talked myself out of buying them and decided if I really want them that bad when I get home, there are lots of stores nearby. Then I got home to my (in)significant other and I am literally crying because I normally would be smoking now to calm me down.
The only way I can think of to describe this is "this sucks".
Just needed to vent!
Barb
You have made the decision not to smoke - now pull up your big girl panties and get busy. DO something. DO NOT think that you want a cigarette 'cause, well, you really don't - right.? You just want the uncomfortable part to be over. You can deal with that without smoking! Get to it! This takes some effort in the early days, but it will be worth it - I promise.
We elders all were in your place in the quit and we made it through. You can, too!
Get busy!
Nancy
P.S. Why did you allow yourself to stand in front of a cigarette display? Shop someplace where you don't have to!