I just wanna feel hew I feel an be myself like there’s not much more I can do I told my mom she didn’t understand me an how honest I’ve been about this an my identity it was already hard enough to get it off my chest an I just wanted acceptance from someone who loves me why do I have to wanna be what I’m not this feeling doesn’t go away on the inside I’m not happy as a guy an I’m soo flustered by myself and these feelings are real