I messed up an I feel the spiral

Blog Post created by Auroraclearsky on Mar 18, 2019

I messed up again everyone gave in to my addiction there’s no reason to lie about that now I have a packet of 18 cigs an I just feel so sick I don’t wanna think about it I’m just sad I let everyone down that believed in me it’s been a while I’ve been going through a lot lately in an out of jobs not working I’m fed up but I feel stupid and weak an trapped even though that’s not the case most of the time I don’t even realize I’m doing it an that’s really hindering me an my quit