Smoking wouldn't help. Every night I have to take medication to slow my mind so I can sleep. I have constant anxiety over this stupid house. But smoking would not help. I'd just stay up longer to smoke and think.
I love my apartment, but I'm also lonely because I haven't met many people yet. I've had a couple issues with the place, and maintenance folks have been great, but smoking over them would be less useful than a phone call.
In my mind I'm trying like hell (and sometimes succeeding) to keep my spirits up. I know smoking wouldn't make any of it better. Because let me tell you, if smoking would help sell my house I'd be first in line at the convenience store counter.
