As I sit here tonight wondering how we got to this place in our lives, I ponder on how life works. God knew what he was doing last year on Nov 1 2016 as he placed me and my older son in this house together. We have plans to purchase this lovely home. Then on Nov. 1 2017 my son had a horrible car wreck, he is now dependent on myself and others for his every need. The hard part for him is that he is the tuff guy of the family, my soldier my hard headed adorable son, the one I call to calm me down because he is the one that thinks things through. Not at all like my younger son and myself. I never have been in any kinda of trouble, but my younger son, well we love him bunches and he is a very kind hearted soul which can put you in a bad place sometimes, it doesn't help he is very good looking. Codi { my youngest} has the most beautiful baby's my grand children which I cannot get enough of. Any way I have been thinking that God has every thing planed for us, and I truly believe that if we would listen with our hole heart that we would not go through so much. I am thankful this Christmas Eve for my two beautiful son's that God blessed me with, and my friends and family, my gorges grand baby's and that I have found the strength to stay smoke free, surprised ! Well yes I'am. but most of all I am thankful for my Savior and the love I feel in my heart. So thank You God for your son as i also thank you for mine.
