Day 9

[Angie_machado]

Well things are great again!  I know that things could turn around in a hot minute but for now I'm enjoying this blissful moment.  Have a few deliveries today but nothing too stressful.  

I read a blog yesterday about a person who was ready to throw away a 5 year quit.  It was kind of disheartening, I always thought that If I can make it that long, then I'm truly free.  It made me realize that this is a life long struggle\addiction.  I must be super careful about protecting my Quit.  I wrote on that persons blog begging them to stay smoke free as I really think I can benefit from all the things they went\or are going through.  I feel that was maybe I was being selfish on my part.  Maybe a lot selfish.  Thoughts?