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I Never Thought this Day was Possible

5Jacks
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One year ago today was my first day in over 38 years without a cigarette. I’m happy to report that I have not had one puff in 366 days!

I have thought about having one from time to time, but now that thought conjures up memories of the very first time I did at age eleven...the horrible taste, the dizziness, the cough. This is my chance to walk back that moment as if it never happened and declare that it will never happen again.

Being a part of this community has been a huge factor in my success, especially so in the first few months. I am grateful for the guardian angels that have made it their daily mission to support us in our journeys and struggles.

One year ago today, I never thought this day was possible. I just couldn’t envision it even though I was determined to make it. Now, here it is, and I can clearly see remaining a non-smoker for however many years lay ahead of me.

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Raised in Chicago, IL. Lived in Fort Worth, TX, Phoenix, AZ, Lake Chapala area of Mexico (yes, THAT Mexico) and now back in the States for something completely different in Northwest Arkansas. Have basically smoked forever and HATED that I was one of the last stalwarts among family and friends. Turning 60 later this year and I just didn't want to hit that milestone with a pack of cigarettes in sight. Also, my partner has just finished 3 months of chemo after having his left lung removed 4 months ago. He's doing well, but seeing what he went through, along with talking to other patients in the infusion room, made me realize that I do NOT want to go down that path if it can be avoided. And, the best chance I have of avoiding it is to simply quit. So, here I am!