Today sucks. Don’t know why. Had that little voice in my head saying ‘it’s mother’s day, treat yourself, go buy a pack’. Why is staying on course such a continual mind f$@/k. Even with the patch and my cinnamon toothpicks,,, I miss smoking. Makes zero sense to miss something that was killing me, taking time away from my family & costing a fortune. Still,, today is rough. Glad I have my family around to keep me on point.