Own the quit train again. I am not going to beat myself up. I am going to do this one minute at a time. I don't no why I smoked again. Maybe the break up with my fellow. Maybe my 14 year old grandson giving me grief. Maybe I feel like no body really loves me. It is mothers day my only child is passed. Maybe I just said to he'll with it why not. Maybe the stay at home stuff. But I no there should be no excuse to smoke at all. Nope.