45 year smoker

Blog Post created by princessdeborahd on Jun 8, 2018

I've been smoking for 45 years!  I've tried to quit over a million times without success. I've been telling myself everyday for the last month that this cigarette will be my last.  I wake up in the middle of the night and drive to the corner and get a pack and the same cycle begins again.  Today at 10:00 AM I was fed up with myself.  I was at Wal-Mart. ...stomped to the trash can and threw away 1/2 pack of smokes, lighter and everything that has to do with smoking.   I went inside and purchased a box of nicotine lozenges and headed home.

I've been on this site reading as much as I can and downloaded Allen Carr's book that so many of you recommend. 

I've been okay today...9 hours smoke free.  The real test is going to be when I wake up in the middle of the night to have a smoke.  I gave the keys to the car to my husband... I've come up with a game plan and want this quit so bad!!  I've got to do this!!!  Smoking is killing me and I want to be Healthy and smoke free.

Thanks to all of you for being here and sharing your stories.