So I quit again today, as I’ve done so many times in the past. Am tired of the emotional rollercoaster of nicotine withdrawal since I’m always HALF smoking (usually smoking only first thing in the morning and last thing before bed). My brain doesn’t have any clarity whatsoever. Need inspiration and clarity to inform my creative endeavors. I used to think smoking helped energize my creativity and now it’s only an energy drainer. There are 3 hidden cigs at home. Don’t know if I should keep them as a reminder or destroy them in an angry personal ceremony. Will check in again soon. Maybe even before day 2. Am on a plane an am planning on doing a meditation.