Hi my name is Nikki and I am addicted to vaping. Woah that's weird because I always said I can just stop vaping any time I want and not care. Well maybe I want to think I dont care but my mind has other plans. Ever other minute is the though of reaching for my vape. Luckily I left it at home today because I knew if it was close I would reach and reaching would result in puffing and that puffing is slowly killing my lungs. You see, I have asthma. Ever since I was a kid I remember having to do breathing treatments on a big machine and eventually being prescribed 2 inhalers. Now I joke that I need my inhaler and I grab my vape and suck on it instead of the medicine that helps me breathe! What kind of idiot would do such a thing? Yes...me. I have been vaping since I first met my husband back in 2017. He introduced me to it but I dont blame him. He may have shown the world to me but he didnt force me to inhale. I made my own choice to get my own mod and then another and another. I couldn't even venture to guess how much money i have spent on making myself sick. Mods, juices, coils, tanks; if I had to guess I would say I have wasted upwards of $2500 within the last 3 years. It doesnt seem like much but that's double the price my husband paid for our 1997 Toyota 4Runner which runs like a champ. I could have bought cars with that money. Used of course and probably needing work but vehicles that actually serve a purpose. Or even the Roomba vacuum I have always wanted, a trip to an all inclusive resort, a new tattoo (okay bad example maybe), even invested the money in a stock or mutual fund. Too bad because that money is gone never to be seen again except within the heaviness of my chest when I try to exercise. So here i am today deciding that enough is enough and I am ready to say goodbye. And I may still be in contact with some of my exes in a friendly manner but this is one I never want to hear from again. Onward and upward to a healthier and fuller breath of life.