ALL FAMILY

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Today is about ALL FAMILY - this Smoking Is Not An Option and n.o.p.e. member family - where EVERYBODY teaches ME - to live in the present MOMENTS of MY day and to be FULLY present where I am at - IN - the moments

I am WAITING for a call from MY sister who is OUR ma's caregiver and she invited ME this morning to be with her and ma when the Pastor arrives to visit them and pray and sing with them - so I prayed and asked MY Holy Comforter for HIS help and I said YES

It is BITTERSWEET for ME to LET go of MY mama and HOLD on to her ALL at the same time in MY HEART - please I am talking about ME and not YOU or anybody else

I prayed and exercised and got cleaned up and dressed and did 2 loads of laundry and cooked MYSELF a nice breakfast while waiting since 530am

NOW I am here because I wanted to share the gratitude I have for MY Daddy Gods grace and tender merices blessing ME with a NEW DAY and for ALL of you here with ME for these past YEARS - day in and day out - thank you ALL

for ME and I am SO glad for EVERYBODY'S teachings on letting LOVE lead for ALL FAMILY

To ALL MY - Smoking Is Not An Option and n.o.p.e. FAMILY

In MY waiting in MY Lord Jesus name amen

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sweetplt Jan 5, 2021 11:54 AM

indingrl Right now Diane Joy I am sending up a big prayer for your mom...that she may be comforted by the Lord Jesus...and to you I send...

Xoxoxoxo Colleen

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indingrl @ sweetplt on Jan 5, 2021 7:39 PM

Thank you SO much

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Maki Jan 5, 2021 5:03 PM

Hope you are doing ok Diane Joy .

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indingrl @ Maki on Jan 5, 2021 7:41 PM

Thank you so much Maki

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indingrl @ Maki on Jan 5, 2021 7:38 PM

I just talked with MY ma at 4pm today and was introduced to MY ma's Pastor Jackson - who prayed a beautiful prayer and blessed us all then MY ma said Hi Diane and I said Hi ma I love you and MY ma said I love you and then MY ma said bye and I cried bye ma - I hate DEATH - I know its ALL part of this life - just sharing

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JACKIE1-25-15 Jan 5, 2021 8:47 PM

We are here for you.

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MarilynH Jan 5, 2021 8:57 PM

Love hugs and prayers for you sweet Diane Joy!

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elvan Jan 5, 2021 9:22 PM

Loving hugs and prayers, Diane. May your mother's journey be smooth and may she carry your love with her. May you feel comforted from talking to her and her pastor today. Bless you, sweet lady.

Love,

Ellen

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Giulia

Jan 6, 2021 12:59 AM

The conflicting emotions of letting go and holding on at the same time are tough to deal with. Both have their validity. There is no right or wrong, there just IS. And it's okay to feel both at the same time. And it all can change, too, moment to moment as we deal with those hard loving emotions. I was confused about feeling completely opposite emotions one day from the next until I realized - it's okay. Sometimes we just feel this at this moment, and other times we feel this at that moment. We don't have to feel the same thing every time. And for me, when I recognized that truth, I accepted that some days I'm strong and some days I'm weak and all days it's OKAY. Sending a hug.

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sweetplt Jan 5, 2021 11:54 AM
indingrl Right now Diane Joy I am sending up a big prayer for your mom...that she may be comforted by the Lord Jesus...and to you I send...

Xoxoxoxo Colleen
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- indingrl @ sweetplt on Jan 5, 2021 7:39 PM
  Thank you SO much
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Maki Jan 5, 2021 5:03 PM
Hope you are doing ok Diane Joy .
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- indingrl @ Maki on Jan 5, 2021 7:41 PM
  Thank you so much Maki
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- indingrl @ Maki on Jan 5, 2021 7:38 PM
  I just talked with MY ma at 4pm today and was introduced to MY ma's Pastor Jackson - who prayed a beautiful prayer and blessed us all then MY ma said Hi Diane and I said Hi ma I love you and MY ma said I love you and then MY ma said bye and I cried bye ma - I hate DEATH - I know its ALL part of this life - just sharing
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JACKIE1-25-15 Jan 5, 2021 8:47 PM
We are here for you.
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MarilynH Jan 5, 2021 8:57 PM
Love hugs and prayers for you sweet Diane Joy!
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elvan Jan 5, 2021 9:22 PM
Loving hugs and prayers, Diane. May your mother's journey be smooth and may she carry your love with her. May you feel comforted from talking to her and her pastor today. Bless you, sweet lady.
Love,
Ellen
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Giulia Jan 6, 2021 12:59 AM
The conflicting emotions of letting go and holding on at the same time are tough to deal with. Both have their validity. There is no right or wrong, there just IS. And it's okay to feel both at the same time. And it all can change, too, moment to moment as we deal with those hard loving emotions. I was confused about feeling completely opposite emotions one day from the next until I realized - it's okay. Sometimes we just feel this at this moment, and other times we feel this at that moment. We don't have to feel the same thing every time. And for me, when I recognized that truth, I accepted that some days I'm strong and some days I'm weak and all days it's OKAY. Sending a hug.
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