I have one cigarette left for tonight then I’m cleaning up all evidence of ever smoking and starting the battle/journey bright an early. I have made a to do list to keep myself busy. How hard is the first day?Ive done some reading. Some that made me feel better and some that made me feel worse. Really I’m excited and scared all at once. I wish I could just wake up and not even think about it! I know that won’t happen but a girl can dream haha.