Not sure if I've always been this way but probably at least to a certain extent. So quick react. Not necessarily outwardly by physical action but rather mentally. Been on my mission to successfully quit for good a little over a year. Do I/have I thought about it too much? Yep. New goal is to redirect my focus and energy into action. Caught somewhere between wanting to sleep all day & wanting to save the world...or at least my lungs. As for wanting to save the world, well, that is obviously a whole different HUGE issue to say the least. So surreal. That is all for today really.