indingrl.01.06.2011

Traveling by CAR

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Oct 11, 2019

Traveling out of state - MY mama said she isn't going to make it much longer - MY sister who lives with her since high school is her caregiver and wants to go on vakay with her fiance - MY other sister asked ME to go with her to keep her company - I already made MY goodbye trip - I said for HER -  I would go with HER - I remember YEARS ago -  I was 3 months NICOTINE FREE- MY brother- in- love was killed by a drunk driver and it was MY 1st time traveling - as a NON SMOKER in March of 2011 - I came here for HELP - and was taught HOW to travel out of state without using MY DRUG NICOTINE to cope with driving - cheeeezee Louise - I really believed at that time in MY RECOVERY from NICOTINE driving was impossible - NOW when I drive TODAY using MY drug nicotine doesn't enter MY mind - I have learned to let everyone know where I am in RECOVERY - I am only ONE PUFF away - I have a brain TODAY and I use it - only by God's grace still a NON SMOKER heading out this morning - October 2019 -  8 YEARS and 9 MONTH'S as a NON SMOKER enjoying each DAY - MY God blesses ME with each NEW day and  I still come here each NEW day to HELP the next suffering NICOTINE ADDICT to HOPE - just like I was given HOPE back then and still given freely - TODAY - thanks for letting ME - REMEMBER the lesson of driving is possible as a NON SMOKER  - NEVER TAKE ANOTHER PUFF OVER ME OR DRIVING  - no matter what and please take what HELPS and let go of the rest to be HELPFUL is MY only aim - thank you - for letting ME be ME - gentle hug 

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