I am so tired. I cannot seem to sleep much. All the probs with BP meds have left me feeling emotionally spent.
I am hiding from caring for two of the Lilttes today. I feel bad ... not answering texts to babysit. But I am just ignoring them. It just is not in me to tend to a 2 month old and a little firecracker 2 yr old. Who are just the best.
I feel really burned out from only hearing from them when they need the Littles tended to and I am just emotionally drained.
I miss smoking, regardless of COPD, high BP etc. It was a comfort, to smoke.
Not sleeping. my BP banging in my ear and waking me each morning to start my regimen of BP meds..........
I still miss the comfort of the cig. I would be lying if I did not mention it. Gotta run to WalMart. It is frigid out in Ohio land!!
50 Days not smoking seems like so little. I feel like I have been in a war.
Happy Day Everyone
Namaste.
