I am tired of fighting

Blog Post created by anaussiemom on Mar 6, 2019

I am so tired.   I cannot seem to sleep much.   All the probs with BP meds have left me feeling emotionally spent.



I am hiding from caring for two of the Lilttes today.   I feel bad ... not answering texts to babysit.   But I am just ignoring them.  It just is not in me to tend to a 2 month old and a little firecracker 2 yr old.   Who are just the best.  
I feel really burned out from only hearing from them when they need the Littles tended to and I am just emotionally drained.

I miss smoking, regardless of COPD, high BP etc.   It was a comfort, to smoke.
  Not sleeping. my BP banging in my ear and waking me each morning to start my regimen of BP meds..........
I still miss the comfort of the cig.  I would be lying if I did not mention it.  Gotta run to WalMart.  It is frigid out in Ohio land!!

50 Days not smoking seems like so little.  I feel like I have been in a war.

Happy Day Everyone