Wow, didn't know if I could make it.
Call from my Neighbor this morn. (Suzy).
She needed me to come over, she is having a tough time with surgery, colostomy bags, and also comes depression, adjusting to new medical changes in her life.
I am thinking ok, she is a smoker, can I do this?
My brain says one cigarette, won't hurt. I'm not finding myself saying no, to my thoughts, of having just one"!
I pray for a miracle to not smoke, very quickly a little prayer.
God heard me loud and clear. Start talking with Suzy... She is afraid she might not have the bag on right etc. I said let me have a look; Did have the knowledge and some experience with them. Anyway, moving past that issue. And some butterscotch pie she had, yum.
I mentioned EMS to her and high bp, and such... So she says I am running outside for a cig."
She said do not come out with me, cuz you quit".
Suzy has always been the worst for enabling me. (MY OWN WILL. My OWN FAULT).
Yes indeed God said this is wiped from your brain 
She came back in, we continued our chatting. Amen Amen Amen !!
All I can say is Amen. Thank You GOD.
Thank YOU EXers.
Now I have to sit back and reflect, how easy it was to thinking it would be only one!!"""
I know better!!
I am going thru Hell, because of 46 years of abusing my body with tobacco!!
Amen
