i haven’t been here for a while and I’m back yet again .. this is really embarrassing coming on here each time to start again .. but I’m finding myself more afraid each time . I’ve developed a cough ever since I got sick back in November with a cold , I can’t shake this cough . But I know where it’s cominh from . SMOKING!!. It’s like being an alcoholic and admitting that I have a problem... cigarettes are my go to for every stressor in my life... I hate it!! I really need to make this change in my life , I’ve done it before why am I struggling so bad this time ?.. I really need support please .. thank you ..