indingrl.01.06.2011

USING NICOTINE FACTS!

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Oct 6, 2018

I am accepting that using NICOTINE causes LUNG CANCER....that is a FACT......for ME using NICOTINE to COPE WITH MY LIFE.....not anyone else!!!!! I am talking about ME....only NOT ANYONE ELSE......is for ME to accept MY LIFE and all that is happening in it with a FACT FOR ME...pray and acceptance is MY key.....I am watching MY beloved sister-in-love slowly die from LUNG CANCER which CANCER has taken over her whole body......acceptance is MY KEY.......CANCER went to her brain and they sent her home....called HOSPICE....acceptance is MY KEY...I know I have shared this already with all of you......JUST FOR THIS MOMENT OF MY TODAY.......I am having a hard time accepting at the MOMENT....this too shall pass and I appreciate all of you who have experienced the loss of your loved ones to LUNG CANCER....this is MY acceptance is  MY KEY..to just VENT AND NOT TAKE ONE PUFF OVER ME OR MY FEELINGS OR MY ROUGH TIME ACCEPTING THIS DAY IN MY MOMENTS OF BREATHING.... ....MY DAY.......MY MOMENTS IN MY REALITY....I was taught to have an ABC plan for when they die to have found a support group dealing with CANCER DEATHS ...and I have done the research and in the area is one church that has this type of support group....... for those who HAVE LOST LOVED ONES TO LUNG CANCER.....so only by Gods grace I have MY plan to join when MY loved ones go to heaven........NOT YET!!!!!!!.......I stay in prayer and let MYSELF cry and go and visit her and then go visit MY husbands mom who is dealing with breast cancer and......ACCEPTANCE IS MY KEY.....TODAY IS A FACT AND IN MY WORLD.. I am talking about ME.....FOR ME.......acceptance is MY key..... now MY mother-in-love is dealing with having mini strokes and bleeding of the brain and was in ICU Thursday and Friday she was taken out of ICU....MY DADDY GOD ANSWERED OUR FAMILY PRAYERS......all bleeding stopped with no surgery needed and her blood pressure is normal and she was transferred to a regular room and then they SUGGESTED for her to go to a stroke rehabilitation place at a different hospital........acceptance is MY KEY........FACT........doctors plan to exercise her right leg.....3 times a day for the next two weeks and then send her home for therapy by sending a caregiver to help at home with her exercise daily.  Praising MY GOD for his mercy and grace upon grace and the strength MY mom-in-love has at age 95 is Gods amazing grace upon her by faith in OUR FAMILY BELIEF in OUR Lord Jesus...amen and amen.......Thanks for letting ME just share the good news and please know for ME..... only by Gods grace.... I will never take another puff over ME or MY own personal thoughts or feelings or life as it jumps out of the bushes on MY FACE sometimes with SUDDEN CAUGHT OFF GUARD MOMENTS....only by Gods grace...... I remember what the ELDERS taught ME long time ago....SUGGESTION TO ME........ TO STAY NICOTINE FREE...... IS THINK OF OTHERS ABOVE MYSELF......I want to thank you..... MY beloved brother Thomas_3-20-10 for being MY EXAMPLE OF TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND HUMBLENESS.......to keep it is to give it all away..... to HELP the next suffering nicotine addict to keep moving forward and BLOG first..... to receive the HOPE that MY beloved Christian....who has 6 NICOTINE FREE DAYS TODAY.....taught ME....TODAY....TO BLOG FIRST AND ASK FOR HELP EVEN IF IT IS JUST TO VENT WITH ALL OF MY ISSUES.....acceptance is MY key.....thank you Christine for being MY shining HOPE just for TODAY........ TOGETHER WE WILL STAY NON SMOKERS WITH GRATEFUL HEARTS....each in OUR OWN way individually and TOGETHER..... BY SHARING IS CARING...passing on OUR experience and strength and hope by living ONE DAY AT A TIME AS NON SMOKERS........dealing with life on life's terms......for ME.....acceptance is MY key...... in MY Lord Jesus name amen and amen.......PLEASE take what HELPS and let go of the rest to be HELPFUL is MY only aim.....thank you all!

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