indingrl.01.06.2011

WORDS

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on Aug 23, 2018

Words are so POWERFUL......everyday I try to REMEMBER to ask for MY Holy Counselor to use ME for MY Lord Jesus purposes to be HELPFUL to all I meet TODAY.....Words of KNOWLEDGE.....when it comes to NICOTINE using...this is MY story......I was determined with MY OWN IRON WILL to quit using....... MY DEATH STICKS....the night before  I was really going to QUIT FOREVER........so I threw MY DEATH STICKS in the garbage and dumped wet coffee grounds and garbage ALL OVER THEM.......then I went to bed with the same DETERMINED MIND-SET...I WILL QUIT SMOKING....I WILL DO IT......I WILL!

 The next day I went straight for the garbage and took out the DEATH STICKS and laid them out to DRY.....I SMOKE ALL OF THEM AND WENT TO BUY MORE.....this is MY KNOWLEDGE OF SELF WILL RUN RIOT.....I have TONS of self will USING AND QUIT AND USING AND QUIT TO INFINITY.......I will quit......I will stop.....I will do it.........NONE OF MY SELF WILL WORKED.....it was said to ME..... this way to LEARN ONCE AND FOR ALL FOR ME......I am not talking about anyone else....so please take what HELPS and let go of the rest.....thank you...it was said to ME.....here is a LESSON IN SELF-WILL....go and eat a whole box of ex-lax and TRY not to POOP.... this made ME laugh so hard....a belly laugh does wonders in times of wanting to die.....WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT MY DEATH STICKS TO COMFORT ME AND LOVE ME THROUGH THIS LIFE ON EARTH WITH THOSE PEOPLE....ALL THOSE WORRIES....TROUBLES...PROBLEMS...BILLS TO PAY BUT I NEED MY DRUG NICOTINE BEFORE STUPID FOOD.....AH MY OLD LIFE OF USING NICOTINE AT ALL COSTS AND ALL LENGTHS I CHOSE TO DO.....Words of WISDOM......I tried to quit.....stop....not use NICOTINE .....I USED FOR 38 YEARS....then I TRIED AGAIN AND AGAIN MY SELF WILL.....I WILL QUIT USING....so I used the nicotine patches...nicotine gum... went to FREE weekend panels listening to RECOVERING NICOTNE ADDICTS SHARE HOW THEY DID IT AND LIVE AS NON SMOKERS TODAY.......I always USED AGAIN AND AGAIN........I am a born again believer since November 6, 1986..........I wasn't willing to surrender MY DRUG NICOTINE until the night of January 5, 2011.....FREE WILL CHOICES.....GOD DOES NOT MAKE ME DO ANYTHING.....I HAVE FREE WILL TO CHOOSE.....GOD IS NOT INTO ROBOTS....JUST FYI.. ANOTHER ATTEMPT I WILL QUIT....I WILL DO THIS I DONT NEED ANYONE I CAN DO THIS MYSELF!......MY self-will had gotten ME to cut down from 50 DEATH STICKS A DAY TO 2-3 DEATH STICKS A DAY......then I would just go buy ANOTHER PACK... ENDLESS CYCLE OF SELF WILL RUN RIOT...I WAS SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED.......so on January 5, 2011.....I got on MY knees and prayed this prayer....Dear Jesus if you don't take these cigs from ME I will smoke them till I drop dead in Jesus name amen and went to bed.......I got up the next morning and was given a COLD TURKEY QUIT.........Words of ENCOURAGEMENT......it was said IF YOU CAN STAY QUIT...there was MY HOPE IN YOU...... I CAN STAY QUIT.....FOR ME.....I must come here every NOW and AGAIN has changed to I WANT TO COME HERE EVERYDAY AND HELP AND LOVE ALL OTHERS TO GIVE THE SAME HOPE AND BELIEF THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME THROUGH ALL OTHERS BEFORE ME WHO ARE STILL STAYING QUIT NO MATTER WHAT LIFE THROWS AT THEM......to be of help to the next SUFFERING NICOTINE ADDICT TO BELIEVE AND HOPE...so these are the WORDS.... I share..... what I use to DO TO GET MY DRUG NICOTINE AND JUST ONE OF THE LENGTHS I WENT TO USE MY DRUG NICOTINE........TODAY I come here and share MY recovering days with life on life's terms with all who WANT TO NOT USE NICOTINE ONE DAY AT A TIME......Words today for ME are the life breath of MY Holy Comforter teaching ME to use MY words of LOVE.....telling the TRUTH just about ME and leaving the OUTCOME IN HIS MIGHTY POWERFUL LOVING HANDS......please if you have never accepted the FREE GIFT OF SALVATION....read in the Bible for YOURSELF..... the Words of ETERNAL LIFE read in First Corinthians chapter 15 verses 1-4.....just believe what you read in your heart and you are saved in MY Lord Jesus name amen and amen.....thanks for letting ME share MY experience strength and hope with all WHO WANT TO LIVE AS A NON SMOKER WITH ALL OF US OF YOUR OWN FREE WILL......WORDS to help......love.....and give by MY FAITH......to BELIEVE......YOU WANT NON SMOKER LIVING TOO...........love love love to all.

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