It's great to have found a community like this to help me on my journey. Nicotine replacement products are hard to find where I live, yet cigarettes are everywhere. My smoking has been a shameful secret for a very long time and most of the people currently around me have no idea I do it. I am relieved to find other person's going through similar struggles because no one in my life has them. It feels like such an isolating experience at times. I'm looking forward to getting through it.