i must be under alot of stress... becanot able to sleep cuse here i am writing a blog post again...
i have been quit for nearly 5 years now and thought i would be past this... i have been able to sleep good lately because of smokemares... i am dreaming that i am smoking.....i wake up and feel an emptyness like im craving... i roll over and go back to sleep and start dreaming again.... this happened like 3 or 4 times in a row...in my dreaming i can actually see the smoke floating around me... and im sitting there all relaxed .... its frustrating... i didnt know that it would come back to haunt me.... i didnt give in though hopefully thats over with for another 5 years...
izzy
