indingrl.01.06.2011

Celebrating

Blog Post created by indingrl.01.06.2011 on May 23, 2018

My GOD is amazing....generous....and so tender hearted towards ME....11-6-1986....recovery started in ALANON....I had to quit living other people's lives...NEXT...Adult Children Of Alcoholics Anonymous,..11-6-1986....I had to get at the ROOT of MY victimhood....NEXT...Alcoholics Anonymous...arrested for drunk driving....court ordered AA mtgs....3 ordered by Judge...August.1985...sobriety date May 22, 1987....NEXT 1988 professional therapy for abuse....the secrets held in since I was 5 years old.......physically mentally emotionally sexually and spiritually abuses of ALL evil.... by many many players....in blood family and religious Catholics priests and nuns on MY rez......recovering catholic and native American.....NO 12 STEPS could solve this ROOT....only God and MY GOD ALONE.....born again believer....November 6, 1987.....to this present moment growing by MY Lord Jesus Holy Spirit in ME....please take what HELPS and let GO of the rest....I am talking about ME only...NEXT....2005...MIRACLE....ended up in ER...for stomach issues.....gallbladder to be removed and the doctor WHISPERED....in MY ear....you have the beginning of cirrhosis of the liver....I said NO I don't I haven't drank in years...18 years SOBER in 2005......I reject that....she said well they are taking you upstairs to remove your gallbladder....long story short....God healed me....the 5 doctors came in MY room said WE can't explain it WE can't find anything wrong WE know what you came in here with WE are sending you home....I said at 1030 at night...I thought check out at 11am...WE all laughed and I was reading MY bible and one doctor said you will need to highlight that whole book...I said not necessarily it depends on what your looking for....since 2005... that time I have had NO chocolate or Pepsi and don't eat fast food.TRY to practice eating healthier....NEXT... January 6, 2011....COLD TURKEY QUIT from MY Lord Jesus..I prayed dear Jesus if you don't take these cigs from ME I will smoke them until I drop dead in Jesus name amen. Woke up January 6, 2011 not one puff over ME ....ONE day at a time...also.....NO caffeine......elders SUGGESTED i educate myself on MY nicotine ADDICTION no one else's they suggested to go to whyquit.com.......read Joel's book...Never Take Another Puff...watch the early death videos....Bryons saved ME...brought ME our of MY denial......NEXT suggestion to read Allen Carr book..come back here and share my experience ONE day at a time to blog BEFORE I take that first PUFF over ME.......I took ALL the elders suggestions and did ALL they SUGGESTED for ME to do and still do...I was told to HELP the next suffering NICOTINE addict and I do....it is an honor and a privilege to be of service....for sacrificial love and service given to ME FREELY....to give ALL away FREELY and in return you may help SOMEONE....HOPE....so thanks ALL for giving ME.........H.O.P.E.........Hearing.......Other.....People's.....Experience......H.O.P.E..... .thanks for letting ME celebrating MY Daddy God....MY Lord Jesus and MY Holy Comforter at work in ME to be of maximum use and sacrificial love and service to whosoever....God.... chooses and IF he chooses to use ME for Christ Jesus glory here now on earth to save help save lost souls and ALL any whosoevers  in MY Lord Jesus name amen.

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