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Still smoke free 122 days in

Tabbiekat
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This is my 3rd attempt in as many days to blog. I am still without a mouse due to software issues not accepting the newer mouse. The first time I tried to blog I hit the wrong button and lost everything I wrote, yesterday I just could not get my thoughts into words, tonight..success

I have been quite the last few days. I found a new hobby/craft called painting with diamonds. I used to do latch hook, but my hands would cause to many issues and I haven't completed a latch hook project in years. I saw a facebook ad for the paint with diamonds and ordered a kit and I am hook on it. I also got my replacement sewing machine so I have been working on getting some pants hemmed for my husband (he is only 5'7) so everything is just to long for him. I also have some patches I need to put on my roommates pants and some curtains that I want to shorten-so a few things planned with the new sewing machine. My roommate got his brother to help him move the pool table down to the basement so I have spent a few hours shooting pool. I have also been helping my husband get gifts/little trinkets together for his dinner party Monday.

What I was thinking would be a few friends joining us for dinner, we now have 30+ people planning to stop in at Dennys to visit with us. I got the meeting room booked from 5-8 so we will see how that goes. My husband likes giving presents so he has been gathering stuff and I have been helping out with that. Got my dog into the vet today for a nail trim and her yearly visit/shots. Since our roommate is going with us it is just easier to take her vs having people come check on her-shes only slightly spoiled. The last time my husband and I were in Kansas City was Oct 2016. He was part of a drug trial and we made the trip to KC every two weeks. We had our regular hotel and the hotel gives each guest 3 free drinks during their evening "happy hour". Well since we made plans to go I have been really looking forward to having a drink or two. I have not had a drink since Oct 2016, both my husband and roommate are recovering alcoholics so we don't keep alcohol in the house and until a couple weeks ago I have been driving my husband around for the last couple of years so I have not had a chance to get a drink when we were out of the house. I know a lot of my friends smoke so I will not put myself into the situation of having a drink and going back to the restaurant and if I get a drink, it will be one drink that I just take to my hotel room and leave in the room and not drink until I am in for the night. I still haven't decided if I will drink, but I do know I will not smoke, not one puff ever, and will forgo the drink if I have any hesitation.

Continuing to hold tight to my quit

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I quit smoking Oct 31st 2017. It was hard, I had rough moments, but even with my husband and roommate smoking I kept from smoking since I decided to do it for me. Aug 7th 2018 my husband quit smoking. September 18 my world was turned upside down as my husband died in front of me. February 19, 2019 I quit..it took a few tries after my husband passed, but I am no longer a smoker.