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Posted by vanlil Jun 19, 2017

Hi EX family - here is my new Avitar for my new year of not being a smoker. 

Lillian 366 dof

Wow time sure flies by when your having fun.  Yes the quit has been quite a challenge but fun for me at age (soon 81) to find out that I had hidden defects that I didn't know I had.  Feels good to know I am not perfect.   Being a perfectionist I feel liberated.  Like I never would just sit back and read a book for a few hours during the day!!!!!  Not the old me and I like the new me.  I know I would always ALWAYS reward myself with cigarette breaks after getting each chore done. Talk about sabotaging myself,  That "finding of defect" has been my biggest JOY.

Thank you to all of you for being here for me.  Now I can talk - not croak - and get ready to blow out 81 candles on my cake July 3rd.