Is almost a year now, no slipping no urges anymore, totaly free.
To all of you out there triying like I did, I tell you..YES it can be done.
For the first time in 53 years of smoking I am begining to enjoy a full conversation, go to the movie, the Opera without getting up in the middle of the best part to get out and smoke, my clothe smells clean, my hair my house and every thing I see diferent. Is not true that when you stop smoking you gaing weight only gained 5 pounds in a year and is due to some medication prescribed for my spinal cord, I go on a cruise and dont have to runn to the end of the ship in a little hole to smoke while every body is enjoing a show, nor I feel miserable inside the cabin even in a balcony for not smoking.
All those years I was deprived of so many things unaware of it is incredible, and poor me I thought I was enjoing life. Sorry, NO!! I was a total slave of the orders given. NOT SMOKING!!! every where and every day there are more restricted areas to do so, I many Condominiums you are prohibited to smoke on your balcony..YOUR PROPERTY--YOUR CASTLE, how there any one prohibit me for a full use and enjointment of something that is totally mine. Tell you why, now I know..was sitting in my balcony enkoing the fantastic view and some one smoking above me thru a lite cigarrete landing on my dress and cut fire, simply scary, horrible experience not to mention burns on my lap, then I undertood the why the ordinance.
People those that decided to quit, mantaing your desicion, the ones thinking about it, please dont look at life behing a curtain of smoke, see the sun shining the sun down, the ocean and must of all your FREDOM !
Hope any one reading this will get inspiration to keep ahead and never look beack. You have alot to gaing
Good luck, be strong and take charge of you.
Sincerely a very happy EX.....
Tata
