I see that a lot of people are posting Goodbye Letters to cigarettes! I have always enjoyed those! They are a strong source of motivation!! Actec caused me to write mine more than two years ago! It has been a while since I posted it so I went back and found it! Here is the goodbye I said, more that two years ago! I hope you enjoy it!
Goodbye Evil one! You came to me when I was young, and showed me a new experience. And although the first time was awkard it seemed good in the end, and I wanted to try again! I learned, and became better at what I was supposed to do! But the afterglow was short lived, and I was ready again, and again! You were alway there for me. You were at my disposal whenever, and wherever. You never said no! You made it so easy for me to love you! You created a need in me, but you were always there to satisfy it! Is it any wonder that you were my first thought in the morning and my last thought every night? I reached for you first thing every morning! I had total control of you!
Slowly it changed. I had to check every night to be sure you would be there in the morning! You were no longer easy. I had to work to make sure you would be there. Occasionally you would run out on me. I would feel usless and helpless, and I would rush out to get you. And there was the fear. Fear that I could not live without you! You blinded me to the truth! You gave me nothing except an illusion. And you took, and took, until there was little left but a quiveing mass, begging for his pride back.
You will decieve me no more! I see you for the thieving **** that you are. There was never enough for you! And now there is nothing! Every feeling I ever had for you is gone, leaving nothing but comtempt! You stole my youth! You impaired my growth as a human being. You almost got away with my very life! There is nothing here for you anymore. Leave!! Never look back! You have no place here ever again. Go and sing your siren song elsewhere. I shall be your fool no more! Tommy