For someone who only thought of smoking- all the time, waiting for evening- I smoked the whole night- about 6-8 and then cleaned my house, slept away from my husband, all so I could get my fix, I would head outside to smoke-
i am a cancer survivor, and I was smoking- oh my god and I was so depressed and all the self loathing.
i am finally free, the depression vanished, and I feel so good! I have to stay quit. I know I am vulnerable
But coming to this site and reading really helps.
wish you all a beautiful day a smoke free day.