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I Died Last Night

OldBones-Larry
13 20 367

I Died Last Night

As I lay in my bed I felt the coldness creeping through my body.

I fought to take another breath. My lungs refused to do so.

My heart fluttered in my chest like a moth as it did it’s best to continue pumping my lifeblood.

Darkness clouded my vision.

My heart stopped and I was gone.

I heard the doctor talking to my family as they looked down on my body.

He said that this could have been avoided if I had only stopped smoking when he told me that I must.

I would have had some problems, but I would have lived a lot longer.

My lungs would not have been riddled with a cancer that advanced like wildfire.

The cancer would not have spread throughout my entire body.

I would still be hugging my loved ones instead of lying here like this.

I tried to tell them I was not gone, I could hear them.

They could not hear my shouts.

Someone covered my face with a sheet.

I was shoved into a cold place and left.

I don’t know how much time passed before I felt myself being pulled out of the cold place.

A doctor began cutting into my chest.

I could feel every cut he made.

He pulled my heart out of my chest and I could see the scars and dead tissue.

My lungs were next and I could barely recognize that they were even tissue.

They were black and riddled with tumors.

The doctor spoke into a microphone and stated death due to organ failure and cancer invasion of tissues.

I then felt myself pulled into a tunnel and away from my body.

I was gone forever, leaving family and friends behind.

Don’t let this be your future.

Quit smoking today.

The life you save will be your own and your family will never know the pain of a death that could have been  avoided  for years.

I wish I had known this fact many years ago.

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I am a male that underwent coronary artery bypass X3 (triple) on 10/22/13 at the age of 55. I was living on about 20-30% of one coronary artery and my left heart output was only 20% to 25%. I spent a week in the hospital after surgery and went home. Then had to go back a day later for another week because I had pneumonia. Finally a few days because of a slight arythmia. All told it has been about 2 1/2 weeks. I am past the cravings by now and only have the urges to contend with. I really don't suggest that anyone quits smoking using this technique though. I'll have to carry the scars from that day for the rest of my life. The large one down the center of my chest, and the ones from several "silent" infarctions. I came that close to the next world. Never again will I subject my body to that (at one point in my life I was smoking 5 packs of cigarillos a day). I now have to say N.O.P.E. (Not One Puff Ever) every day of my life. TheOldGoat-Joan, I miss you terribly my friend. Elder Lists Guilia's: (/blogs/Giulia-blog/2017/06/18/elders-list-ao-december-7-2016 ) or Smorgy's (Chronological Elder List)