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OldBones-Larry
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I want to thank each person that sent up requests for my safety to Wise One Above.

I am humbled so many would join a Sing for me.

I feel that I need to fill in some gaps for some people......

An old warrior is allowed to ask for transport to a raid with a younger warrior. He does not intend to return.

A woman may take her problem to a friendly tree and it will aid her.

These things are proper in my culture.

I cannot do any of these things. I must always serve the people. I could not reach the point of understanding for a problem I was seeking an answer to the other night. I turned to a helper plant for help in reaching the level I needed to get to for the answers I sought.

I under-estimated the strength of this helper as it was very old, and therefore stronger than I thought. I found the answer I was seeking, but I also became lost in the One.

I was allowed to stay for a time, but I also knew that I must return here to finish what I am to accomplish here. I cannot return to that place until it is my time to remain there always.

This does saddens me because I shall miss the beauty and wonder until I may return there.

My room mate panicked and called for help that she thought was needed. She had never seen me in a Spirit Trance before. I apologize for the confusion she caused.

NOW!!!  It seems some people think I aam a trickster and was never away from here.

I have always allowed my friend here to go to a joint e-mail that was set up for petitions concerning the Wolves and othe creatures of this world. She also has concerns with human rights.

These are ALL tied to my Facebbook page!!!  If a petition is signed, it appears on my FB.

My honor has been called into question.

Therefore, I will not be posting here or leaving comments. When I decide what I am going to ultimately do, I will either cancel my page or begin posting again. I do not know how long this will be.

I bid everyone farwell until this decision is made.

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I am a male that underwent coronary artery bypass X3 (triple) on 10/22/13 at the age of 55. I was living on about 20-30% of one coronary artery and my left heart output was only 20% to 25%. I spent a week in the hospital after surgery and went home. Then had to go back a day later for another week because I had pneumonia. Finally a few days because of a slight arythmia. All told it has been about 2 1/2 weeks. I am past the cravings by now and only have the urges to contend with. I really don't suggest that anyone quits smoking using this technique though. I'll have to carry the scars from that day for the rest of my life. The large one down the center of my chest, and the ones from several "silent" infarctions. I came that close to the next world. Never again will I subject my body to that (at one point in my life I was smoking 5 packs of cigarillos a day). I now have to say N.O.P.E. (Not One Puff Ever) every day of my life. TheOldGoat-Joan, I miss you terribly my friend. Elder Lists Guilia's: (/blogs/Giulia-blog/2017/06/18/elders-list-ao-december-7-2016 ) or Smorgy's (Chronological Elder List)