well i have rewritten this same blog 3 times for some reson my computer doesnot want me to write it....i remember how hard it was in the beginning just trying to make it through the week it was tough....then one time i made it to 180 days.......i was so upset and felt so defeated i cried when i lost that quit...i have actually been quitting since 2010....this addiction is no joke, but you can beat it if you really decide to...
my message to the newcomer...never give up
this site is truly awesome....i dont now how many times i wanted to give up...but i had shoulders to lean on...ears to listen...tough love to keep me moving forward.. and tons of information to teach me why im feeling the way i do and what i can do about it...