Anxiety

[laurhen]

Hello my start date is January 20th 2013 and I have alot of ANXIETY! I feel like I am losing my best friend but so tired of smoking after 35 years. I started smoking when I was a teenager. I stopped smoking for 3 years back in 1994-1997. My oldest son and my youngest son passed away 10 months from each other and that is when I started smoking again. I do not know what to do. I find my self wondering around the house looking for things to do and I don't want to do what needs to be done. 

Any Suggestions? I am new to this site 🙂 I am so glad I found this site.