IM UPSET AND SORRY TO SAY THAT I HAVE BEEN OVERWHELMED WITH ISSUES THESE PAST FEW MONTHS AND BROKE DOWN AND STARTED SMOKING AGAIN AFTER BEING SMOKE FREE FOR 10 MONTHS. IM ANGRY, UPSET, ASHAMED, DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF. IM LOOKING FOR THE SAME MOTIVATION I HAD BEFORE, BUT I CANT SEEM TO FIND IT. IM IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.IM SOOOOO PISSED WITH MYSELF