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Quit day!

kym4
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0 10 24

Today is my quit day again! was not sucessful last time! I feel this time I have a willingness to stay quit this time! Im certainly gonna do my best,it is so time for me, tired of living with the guilt of smoking everyday,and it is actually alot of work to smoke! always planning around cigarettes making sure i have enough before i get home etc etc! I had a dream last night of my mother she has been gone almost ten years she died of lung disease, she was a smoker her whole life she died at the age of 68 way too young! anyhow i have always prayed for her to visit me in a dream, but the dream was me walking into a room where she was intubated and tubes coming all out of her,like she was before she died! just saddened me to have that dream after waiting all these years, but then i thought to myself this morning this could have been confirmation of me to quit cigarettes now before it too late for me idk! sad to even write this and I apologize for getting off track here guess i just needed to feel this! I am using nicotine replacements patches! Not gonna lie the urges have been coming at me hard even to the point of my mouth watering for them! hahah! But today is my grandaughter 4th birthday one of my biggest reasons for quitting so will get out of this house we are going bowling! and I will be thankful for this day! and thank you all for your blogs and words, afew of you your words have really resignated with me with my line of thinking about this terrible habit so I thank you all! have a great day!

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