Is thinking you're going to smoke some time in the future and fearing it the way you want to live your life?
I consider this a self inflicted millstone carried by some.
Might this be a form of fighting to stay quit?
I believe you can choose to let go of those beliefs.
Why allow smoking to take up space in your head?
You can let smoking go by disconnecting from it.
Freedom is singing, not fearing and clinging.