We make this journey whatever we choose it to be.
Will it be offensive or defensive?
IMO the offensive position is "no consideration of smoking. nope at any cost."
The defensive is always thinking about smoking and trying to fight off the urge to smoke.
The reason for this is may be that you left a door ajar or a window cracked before you left smoking.
(an opening to go back)
The greatest vision for quitting is acceptance.
When you accept you must change, the willingness will follow.