Be willing and take the "130 days from your last puff" challenge!
If you will do that, I guarantee you you won't be thinking of smoking in the same way..
You will also be through the time I've watched most new quitters give up and go back to smoking.
https://excommunity.becomeanex.org/blogs/jonescarp.aka.dale.Jan_2007-blog/2011/06/26/what-to-expect-...