If you are here long enough and often enough you will see a pattern.
People who are fighting with themselves to smoke or not smoke usually drop off the grid within the first 3 or 4 months.
Saying you want something while putting a knife in your own back isn't walking the talk.
It takes time to unlearn something you've done hundreds of thousands of times.
Be patient, be willing but also, be prepared to give it the time it takes without talking yourself back into smoking.
You must make it through the first 130 days to make it a year..