You're going to realize how much smoking has held you back as your quit progresses and the repetetiveness of the smokers doldrums begins to fade.
The lack of smokescreen may most likely spark a whole new way of seeing things.
Some things may not be so rosy-put on the rose colored glasses and push on through it for now. Not every change happens instantly. Put your quit first and you can work on the other changes gradually.
Appreciate each day as you seek your new normal and find this new self esteem