What are you doing, taking a smoke break?
Buying stock in big tobacco one pack at a time?
Paying with your life? Gambling on your future? Just plain give up on yourself?
There must have been some reason you wanted to quit?
Might it have had anything to do with not destroying your health?
If so, by not quitting you've done another (how many) years damage?
Why don't you do something good for yourself and get you butts back here and quit?
There are alot of positives to losing the master that controls your life and steals your breath.
Don't give up.
get mad. dig in. get through!