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Weird day yesterday

JonesCarpeDiem
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i went to rehearsal and while waiting for the drummer to show up, i got real dizzy my body felt flush and my ears started ringing, the room started spinning and i knew if i didn't get to the floor soon, i was going to end up there anyway.

evidently i blacked out and was having convulsions and vomiting all over myself. i layed there for about 30 minutes after i came to and then moved to a more comfortable place for another hour before i could sit up.

they called 911 while it was happening but i told them to cancel it.

when i was able to sit up i had them hand me my guitar to see if i had normal function and could keep time so i would know if i had had a stroke and needed to go to the hospital. everything was ok.

anyway, they drove me home yesterday and my dad took me over to get my truck this morning

i just now got back from my primary dr.

i have felt extremely weak and light headed for the past three weeks since i left the hospital

evidently the heart medicine the cardiologist prescribed has a blood pressure medication in it and caused

my blood pressure to be too low because i was already taking a blood pressure medication twice a day. 

my hemoglobin was 7.4 when they sent me to the hospital for a transfusion 3 weeks ago. now its 9.6 and its supposed to be 11.4.

so, i got a ways to go.

on Tuesday the gastro doctor told me the biopsies from the endoscopy show i have Barret's Esophagus.

guess what one of the major contributing factors is?

SMOKING

I'm glad i don't smoke anymore

please stop smoking

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Hello, My name is Dale. I was quit 18 months before joining this site and had participated on another site during that time. I learned a lot there and brought it with me. I joined this site the first week of August 2008. I didn't pressure myself to quit. HOW I QUIT I didn't count, I didn't deny myself to get started. When I considered quitting (at a friends request to influence his brother to quit), I simply told myself to wait a little longer. No denial, nothing painful. After 4 weeks I was down to 5 cigarettes from a pack a day. The strength came from proving to myself, I didn't need to smoke because I normally would have smoked. Simple yes? I bought the patch. I forgot to put one on on the 4th day. I needed it the next day but the following week I forgot two days in a row I put one in my wallet with a promise to myself that I would slap it on and wait an hour rather than smoke. It rode in my wallet my first year.There's nothing keeping any of you from doing this. It doesn't cost a dime. This is about unlearning something you've done for a long time. The nicotine isn't the hard part. Disconnecting from the psychological pull, the memories and connected emotions is. :-) Time is the healer.