I know you think I don't eat right I am doing the best I can I ride the bike and do tia chi and do reiki on myself everyday, and Rachel is doing great and she needs our support to help her through this too.. and if she fucks up again we will still be here waiting for her. recovery isn't a single person its the people around us who still love usand that is what she needs from us not some snarky coments say I hope you really do it this, SHE IS RIGHT NOW. She doing good for like a 190 days. we are her family and she needs us too
I have decided she needs her big sister looking out for her. regardless if she she makes it.
I shared this song with her and I figured shed like it and she listens to it a couple times before she leaves for work. lol I think im surprising her I still know what music she likes.
I love her and ill walk with her and help her climb over this mountain and tell her things will be ok and to just breath.
we are family and I know what shes going threw is hard but shes got this.