as im pushing myself to go faster riding the bike.
I still have all your pictures out and I listen to the recording of your raptor purr
I smile at all the times youd beg me for a banana peel to chew on
or the yogurt you almost knocked out of my hands.
you were so smart I would be yelling at you to not scratch youre face
you would just give me this look and jump down from our bed
and do it still but not infront of me
I know you set up the whole dr mike and my friend happening to know another red tabby
I know your worried about me.
but im working on it.
on myself.
I gave you all my love
attention even if you didn't want it
told you a million times a day and night I love my little perfect man
even though I saved you from the pound you saved me too
and ill always be grateful for you being in my life
and I feel youre energy work when it gets really bad.
I know youre not gone, just because you passed away.
ill always love you
unconditionally.
your mommy june
