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ok attention cat lovers

Posted by jconfusion Sep 7, 2019

ok so my sister is doing pretty good as far as i know.

rebel likes to wake me up by laying on me lol  hes 15 pounds now.

and mom thinks i over feed him but he only gets 1 can of cat food a day and half a scop so he has a snack through out the day lol. and shewas trying to tell me i need to stop feeding him dry cat food and i was like im not going to starve him mom  its really not alot of food.


so what's next?

Posted by jconfusion Aug 24, 2019

i started taking methotrexate again, im just getting so tired of pain...arthritis pain tempature low grade fevers, i didnt want to take a shower but i did do tia chi. but  i splept most of the day rebel bless his heart he woke me up by purring in my ear.


so when it rains it pours

Posted by jconfusion Jul 26, 2019

i have poiatic arthritis   and my dermatologist recommended i get light box therapy but they are in jackson but i have found light therapy boxes on amazon lol i emailed my skin doc and gave her the name of the light box. infectious disease docs I'm  bit underwhelmed she can't find the infection but i still have a uti and she said i could be still getting a fever  from inflammation of my mutifple sclerosis or my prostatec psoriasis  of from both  sometimes it just sucks being juniper confusion ! lol   its just no fun having a 100.x tempters either every night but i got an antibiotic for the uti and my dermatologist  said i am not to take  methotrexate because ill be in the same boat without the pebbles shortly down the road. sorry kids.


sister update

Posted by jconfusion Jul 15, 2019

ok she dosent get sentenced till the 26s so she is still in jail

she made it over 250 days but some chick at her job at taco bell traded her meth for a pack of smokes...i don't know all the details but I'm very very disappointed  the first time i heard about this when she got help after the first slip but she did it again and dropped dirty with meth in her pee and is now in jail... sighs sorry I'm just upset..


he is soon spooiled lol!

Posted by jconfusion Jul 14, 2019


chaos chose his little soul brother well

my very spoiled cancer furr baby he is always with me or laying in front  of my walker lol

lol rebel is 1 year old this month and he's 14 pounds and counting whoop happy birthday my little man!!!


feel like a brand new girl!

Posted by jconfusion Jun 24, 2019


so it continues

Posted by jconfusion Jun 12, 2019

i went to the arthritis doc and he wants me to go to the infectious disease doc see what is causing my U.t.i. and why i have a cyst on my scar tissue  and all the infections i keep getting my bed sore is almost  healed thats good.. I'm still getting fevers and I'm little scared...

so an ex contacted me and told me he has an std i got checked out and I'm clean.  he want to come visit me and he is autistic and he had his dad break up with me for him.  I told him we did not part as friends.  i tried to stay his friend but his dad said he'd call the cops on me if i ever came back... so it's been 11 years.... i told him i don't want to see him and he was iike you need to think about this...and asked if i can just let this go... i didn't answer him and he continued to text me saying he was sorry about the past.  then he starts calling me and i finally text him and said you will stop calling me and texting me or ill report you to the authorities fore harassment. i had a dream where i texted him and told him i was clean.  but the dream is as far as I'm willing to go.  he never knew how to love.  he just used and used  and used me .  lol i believe I'm too guarded to even let anyone in my home. let alone trust. all my exes were predators thats all thats in hillsdale lol.  never again.  thats what bob is for.


me before ms

Posted by jconfusion May 29, 2019

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lol i was pretty happy and surprised  i got in to baker

and i didn't start going blind till i graduated.



Posted by jconfusion May 22, 2019

I've been sick i had stop my methotrexate i got cyst where my scar tissue from my tummy tuck five or ex years ago and i got a sinus infection.  i also have a very deep bed sore i have wound nurses messuring and putting a duo derm bandaid on it its still looks really bad and i have a lot of  anti yeast pills for a really bad rash.  see i knew the methotrexate would make my immune system  a lot weaker just like my rebuff injections kinda do but I'm not getting any worse  or better I'm  stuck at my ms stage.and i can stop my rebif injections but i m stopping the methotrxate i believe it is why i have all these infections...rebel is still very cute.  he's been laying between my legs and somehow grounds me, I'm very blessed have him in my life, he is so snuggly  and purry. we make each other happy and that is beautiful.  and we love eacother deeply, and he makes me laugh. little fuzzy fur baby. lol he takes naps with me and as next to me till i fall asleep. he's such a GOOD BOY!

So this is so exciting  and  my sister came over and I walked up to and  gave her a big  bear hug i got my comp up and running and I love it! lol

i don't think ill know what to do with  comp that is fast  and actually works lol!


So  rebel is so cool

Posted by jconfusion Apr 25, 2019

He laid in between  my legs head on my calf muscles  and he purred ground my energy  to the soles of  of my feet were vibrating  he heals differently  than  chaos ever did and my new care giver  loves him saying hes pretty cool cat and  she isn't  even a cat person!  I knew he was all that and more lol I recognized  him in his pic with his dad.  I think I can spot other water signs, I recognize  them and we are  all thick as thieves  rebel follows me around meowing lol. I love  him so very much!  I was crying over missing chaos and he gave pisses till  calmed down and hes been with me ever since.  I have bed sores  again. So I'm back to using duoderm bandaid. My comp is being  shipped. Finally lol I feel so stupid the same comp is on Amazon  for 25 more  dollars  and 2 day shipping  but it'll be ok.  I need to learn to be more patient lol which is really hard for me lol I always get the tempest tarot card upside down.  Lol I guess eternally  4 years old has a hard time waiting  for things lmao!


So my computer  died

Posted by jconfusion Apr 19, 2019

Ii was trying to create a restore point and rebel jumped  on my computer  and when comp was done there was an error and  everything's  just  gone I'm using a tablet till I get my next  comp a mac book pro I bought off daily sales  my dream computer!   Woo hoo!