Please Help me..

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Where do I get the desire to quit again? For a week now,  I have been smoking 3 packs a day, one right after the other.  I am smoking myself to death!  I am also withdrawing from a powerful prescription drug that has sedated me for a decade under the care of my doctor. I am bipolar and my moods and rapid thoughts are rampantly wearing me out. . . I am experiencing going from euphoria to sadness in about 12 hour cycles. I have only slept about 2 or 3 hours each night this week. My AA sponsor has suggested a full stabilization on remaining meds before I quit smoking. What do ya'll think?  I'm  a mess!  Should I go ahead and smoke or set a new quit date?