Don't get to check in too often but just checking in on day 116. I won't say that I don't still have these moments when the thought crosses my mind but the difference is I just don't. There are times I want to but I don't and then that moment passes and I am glad I didn't. The moments are few and far between now, and don't last veery long so they are easy to manage. Thank you all so much for getting me this far.