feeling a little down today i shouldnt though my quit is at 39 days now and im very proud of that .and my quit is only by the grace of god and this site .i tell all my family and friends about this web site. i would not be wre im at today without it.my mom died from cigarettes 2 years ago she really suffered in her last 5 years or better of her life. and i was headed in her right behind her if i did not change my way of life one of her last wishes was for me to quit smoking .it was the hardest decision to make but the most important one i have ever had to make .i made the quit for me first and then to the memory of my precious mother eileen. i think through this blogging i know why im down i miss my beloved mother that the cigarettes that the cigarettes toke her away from me way way to soon. so if anybody can share your story even off the website to family and friends please do so before it takes even 1 more life please do it . this blog is dedicated to the memory of the passing of my mother eileen my prayers are for each and every one of your quits erma in ohio.
