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LOSS

elvan
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If anyone has a way to contact Silverstar (Jacqueline), please let her know that her loss is going to be acutely felt by at least some of us.  She brought a joyful sense of humor to this site and I looked forward to every one of her blogs, my only regret is that I no longer have a way to contact her.  We may have helped to get her to 115 days but she helped every single one of us along the way. My emotions are clearly raw at this point and this certainly did not help, I am actively crying.

Learning the site is going to be a challenge but I am not going to give up, there are too many important people here who have been there for me since my day one.  People who have been there through the hardest times of my life, so far.  I am not willing to lose contact with any of you.

Thanks,

Ellen

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Retired RN, worked ICU/ER developed RA in early 90's, unable to work because of brittle bones from high dose steroids. Diagnosed with COPD 5 yrs ago but sure it was there and progressing long before. Live with severe chronic pain, degenerative disc disease, had both upper lobes of my lungs removed in 2015. Struggle with shortness of breath. Work in son's cafe as a cashier 2 days a week to be around people. I am a people/animal person. Lost my home and three cats in a fire on my ten month anniversary of quitting smoking. Never thought of smoking, knew it wouldn't help anything.